a much needed beer

Today I passed a tube into my son's nose and down into his stomach.

Twice.

And yesterday I did the same for his identical twin brother.

This is a much needed beer.

I mean I expected that being th mother of twin boys would be just about the hardest thing ever, but I never expected this.

So I need to write up the full story, catch you all up on the last nearly 4 months. But more importantly, I just need to start writing, because there are just so many feels, and maybe this will help me sort them.

Anyways, the takeout I ordered for Kev and I is ready. So time to finish up, and head back to the hospital, where me, Kev and the boys have been living for the past week.

Here's to taking things orally!